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In just a couple of months, I'll be 47 years old. While I think I'm "old", others tell me I'm still "young". Most of my life, I've become a Real Pariah, though I've been married to my wife for the past 10 years.

My dad died five months ago; his relatives want nothing to do with me. As for friends, my wife is basically, my only friend.

It's now 2017 and I'm living my life as a GHOST! For me, that is easy! Why? Because most of my past 46 years has been "deleted" and my dignity has been "stolen" from me. My history is now just a memory that nobody else (besides my wife) knows about.

As a GHOST, I can easily delete a public account, such as Facebook or Twitter, and NOBODY would notice I'm gone!

I remember, when I was in my 20s... (in the USA) I saw people in their 40s and 50s, ALONE. I never thought that would be me... at least I'm not really alone because I have my wife.

It's SAD that I have to put on a fake smile whenever a pretty woman looks at me, but it's something I have to do. I no longer have a history because I'm a GHOST.

Surprisingly, in DeviantArt, quite a few people do like my artwork, despite I'm only a GHOST.

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He passed away last October 17, 2016.

Meanwhile, I suffer in endless mourning!

Last Thursday, I got the Death Certificate of my dad for a Insurance Claim.

I'm now enduring the Darkest Part of My Life! My mom and my younger brothers betrayed/backstabbed me, killing off my dignity. My dad's relatives want nothing to do with me. It seems my wife and her family (including her mother or my mother-in-law) are the only Real Friends I have. I am now a Real Pariah!

I have trashed most of my hobbies. A couple of hours ago, I deleted my Google+ account after my followers went from 607 to 597 after posting about my dad's death.

The fact is, I made numerous accomplishments, but never could tell my dad during his two years of sickness, because my mother DENIED me contact with my dad.

In just two months, I turn 47 years old... My past 46 years of my life, including my childlife, has been surgically deleted from me. I was born and raised in the USA, but now, that is only a fading memory to me. My US Passport is the only proof I have that I'm an American citizen.

My dad, whom was born in The Philippines and served 35 years in the US Government, was the only person that supported my new life in The Philippines. My mom and younger brothers stole my dad's savings account, worth over USD $175,000; meanwhile, people wonder why I'm extremely depressed all the time.